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Hallo!

After much long break (about 8 months from sl) I am back!

Since I have been back in my sl life, I have been kind of lonely. I am now in a whole new timezone, most my friends are in my old one.  Even my family that is in the same timezone as me, they get home late, and I am usually in bed by that time. So meh it's been pretty lonely. But I have decided I would kick out that lonely feeling and do something about it.

SO, I did!

I started djing again, my first passion in second life, followed closely by photography.

Last night I dj'd at a new club called Greek Gold Lesbian Resort. Now. no I am not a lesbian, but hey I love people, I love music and so do they. I had a rockin time! Ended up with about 30 people on the sim at the end of my set! 

Today I will be going back to dj at Sweetgrass for their Queens Day theme, I will post photos as they come. I am so happy to return! =D 

That is it for now. sure you would think I would have something long and windy, but naw. Not today.

Weekend!

It is weekend time and with that comes the parties and the fun! This week has been interesting. I finally got my first couple clients at my new job in sl A Touch Of Glamour where I am a photographer and finally get to really use my skills and get paid for it ^_^. I will post my flickr link below.

On Saturday I will dj for the first time since my mom passed away. It will be at T.R.A.C.S again I will put a link at the bottom. It will be a Back To School event that I chose. I am excited about it, I actually did research of music! I am so proud of myself! So I have a good line up of themed music only thing I have to do now is to get a good outfit.

I really have nothing much else to say but HAPPY WEEKEND!!!!!!

T.R.A.C.S

http://slurl.com/secondlife/River%20Island/235/238/22

Also please check out my brothers blog with more indepth about the parties!

http://christo-second-live.blogspot.com/

My Photos can be viewed at the link below

http://www.flickr.com/photos/lml_foto/

4 months that sounds about right.

Well here I am! 4 months later......

What has changed in my sl? Well, I gave up my own gallery and shop for photography, because I got hired at a real photography place that's pretty busy. I can really put my skill to the test.

We moved to a much smaller lot since we didnt use up all 937 prims. Its now 4 people on a small 468 prim lot, and it has been very fun learning to refine my prim crunching skill. I took one of the homes I was building fromover 43prims down to I think 20 WOOOOHOO.

In other news, my sl is calm, I been djing, and just sticking tomyself andclose friends. Even been spending less time on :).

....RL....

I don't talk about my RL much in sl accept to a few people. But my rl got hit pretty bad, when I lost my mother August 13. I'm taking it pretty hard but with my sl family I am getting through it pretty well.

Other then that Jenna is the same ^_^

Cya!

Frustration

Second life is to be a place one can have fun in and meet people. But lately I dread logging in. I go an look at the site first to see who is on and if I want to talk to them. There are only a handful of ppl I wish to speak with. I recently quit Bloodlines because everyone wants to stay kids in it. They want to act worse then my son. And hold onto shit that should be left alone. SL is the only place I have ever been in that people take things so seriously. I have probably been caught up in it do. I know I am not completely innocent in it. I will get caught up in the dramas. But I do my best to get out of it as fast as I can. But people here cant take a silly joke no matter what it is. Instead there is always a hidden meaning. If I wanted this much drama in my life, I would turn on a soap opera. And then the recent things going on in my real life doesn't help much.

I have recently gotten back the fun in my second life. Refusing those that bring me drama. And really if it destroys a friendship then we were never really friends. It means nothing. Cause I am who I am and not sorry for it. I even had to place something in my profile about me. How sad is that? Instead of people accepting who I am and how I do things. They decide to hate me. And if that makes them happy more power to them. Hatred isn't the key and will make you much worse then you were to begin with.

Second Life was a place to escape the Real Life. But really I don't want to escape my real life. I do love it. I have a wonderful son, and I'm engaged to the most awesome man out there. My life is wonderful. The friends also I have met in sl are among the best. Second life will soon just be a place I wont go in time. I hate the feeling of dread to log into. I swear if it wasn't for my dad's and brothers, my awesome aunties an uncles. There wouldn't be a reason for me to get on there.

There is a real person behind that sexy avatar. We are flawed, we have zits, and probably have some extra weight on our bones, or emotional problems, maybe skinny. But it doesn't mean we don't have feelings. I think people tend to fall in love with the avatar. Only a few look beyond it. But more just see the avi and are just omgah struck. Then once they are around the person for a period of time they realize oh it really is a person. They have an attitude, they have a bad day. They have flaws to. All I am trying to say is, keep your mind open to a person. Accept them. Don't just talk sweet words to them, and cover it up. If you don't like the person well fuck be straight up, and let them know.

I think for right this moment I am done with my rant.

Thanks,

Jrose

FAT

The person behind JennaRose is an American. Most of those that think of America probably either think of the land of the free, or the land of the fat. With everything in America in the food world its BIG. Not portion sizes but stuff as much as you can in your face. All you can eat buffets, super size meals. Buy one get one free.... Soda, cookie, candy, cakes, fries. I bet if you picked a random person off the street and asked them what an eggplant is they couldn't tell you. Veggies is unheard of in most American homes. I to have fallen into the fat fad. I do know my veggies and I love them. But it's so easy to get ready made pop in the microwave meals. Over processed foods is another leading cause to the fatness. When you go into a grocery store, there are isles of just premade meals. Yes it's simple and fast, and we are a fast pace people. But the food is over salted, over fattened just over everything. We make such a big deal over convince. It's so easy to just hope in the car and go to the nearest fast food joint. Kids now grow up knowing that a french fry is a veggie. Kids grow up knowing that you go into the freezer to pull out a frozen dinner. It annoys me. And I have fallen into the trap as well. Not completely, as I love all food, and my child grows up knowing what an artichoke is. But I felt the need to get this out.

Your butt is wide, well mine is too
Just watch your mouth or I'll sit on you
The word is out, better treat me right
'Cause I'm the king of cellulite
Ham on, ham on, ham on whole wheat, all right

My zippers bust, my buckles break
I'm too much man for you to take
The pavement cracks when I fall down
I've got more chins than chinatown

Well, I've never used a phone booth
And I've never seen my toes
When I'm going to the movies
I take up seven rows

Because I'm fat, I'm fat, (really really fat)
You know I'm fat, I'm fat, you know it
( really really fat)
You know I'm fat, I'm fat, come on you know
( really really fat)
Dont you call me pudgy, portly or stout
Just now tell me once again who’s fat ahhhhhh!ahhhh!

When I walk out to get my mail
It measures on the Richter scale
Down at the beach I'm a lucky man
I'm the only one who gets a tan
If I have one more pie a la mode
I'm gonna need my own ZIP code

When you're only having seconds
I'm having twenty-thirds
When I go to get my shoes shined
I gotta take their word

Because I'm fat, I'm fat, shamun
(really really fat)
You know I'm fat, I'm fat, you know it
(really really fat)
You know I'm fat, I'm fat, you know it you knowa
(really really fat)
And my shadow weighs forty-two pounds
Let me tell you once again - who's fat?

If you see me coming your way
Better give me plenty space
If I tell you that I'm hungry
Then won't you feed my face

Because I'm fat, I'm fat, shamun
( really really fat)
You know I'm fat, I'm fat, you know it
( really really fat)
You know I'm fat, I'm fat, you know it, you know
( really really fat)
Woo! woo! woo!
(when I sit around the house
I really sit around the house)

You know I'm fat, I'm fat, shamun
( really really fat)
You know I'm fat, I'm fat, you know it, you know it
( really really fat)
You know, you know, you know, come on,
(really really fat)
And you know all by myself I’m a crowd
Lemme tell you once again

You know I'm huge, I'm fat, you know it
( really really fat)
You know I'm fat, you know, hoo
( really really fat)
You know I'm fat, I'm fat, you know it, you know
( really really fat)
And the whole world knows I'm fat and I'm proud
Just come tell me once again - who’s fat?

Surprise!

With everything that went on this last week both real life and second life it seemed for a moment it was just dark moments. But then I found out that it was Christo's birthday. >:D so I talked to Tim and Rod about throwing Christo a surprised party. I figured having it at the time the T.R.A.C.S party was usually going on would be ok. So I worked pretty hard on getting it all together. Tim and Rod did their part to make sure Christo would show up.

The guests began to arrive.

But Where was the guest of honor? As I looked at my watch I notice how time was flying by. One hour...two hours...still no guest of honor. It seems we really did a good job of keeping the secret from Christo.

But then as the party was winding down and the guests began to leave. What does our eyes see? Why its the guest! The birthday boy! All sleepy eyed and not prepared for what he gets dropped into.

********************************SURPRISE************************************

Happy Birthday brother!

She continues.

Well this week I have been kinda busy in the photo world. I officially started my job at LionSkins so the photo of me was to help promote her. But I thought why just her? Why not the other people I love in second life. They aren't skin stores so...I'ma put them in. The other logo's are Halostar for my husbands family and mine and the logo of our ranch. Next comes T.R.A.C.S many of you know from previous postings how much I support them. It's the logo of my brothers club, that for now is sleeping as their sim unfortunately was shut down. The the last logo is of Talamasca Caste the vampire clan I am a part of. I worked pretty hard and long on this photo, I wanted something new and different. Hope ya'll enjoy it.

The Next photo is of my nephew Kami. after weeks of trying to get him in the studio we finally were able to get this done yesterday. I swore I would put flowers in it and by golly I won :)~~ he still cant figure out where they are at ~.^. For more updates stay tuned. You can also find me at http://www.facebook.com/pages/LML/124998737561603

-Jrose